Shirley

After session with Elena Larina⁩ I notice that I’m not feeling angry towards my husband for not doing the “right” thing. For example tonight, he didn’t follow the bedtime routine and therefore it took my kid until past 9pm to fall asleep and my older one is still awake. ...Show More Until recently I would get very frustrated and angry with him which of course I had to hide to avoid a big fight. Doing so I was hurting myself more than him and also it wasn’t changing the situation. Therefore the anger was useless but I felt that way and I couldn’t control nor stop it. Tonight I notice that I feel calm. I’m not happy with the situation but I’m just dealing with it as a matter of fact. I find myself actually searching for that familiar negative emotions and i can’t find it. It’s so funny to observe that something inside of me is searching for it and finds it strange that it isn’t there. I feel I’m reprogramming myself. New neurons are being formed. Such a relief not to feel that anger 🙏